It's Going to Take Time
2008-03-17, 2:31 a.m.

So I ended up writing down my thoughts in Microsoft Word. Honestly, I feel alot better. I think that it just helped to get them outside of my head. I thought I was going to explode for a while there. I think I'm going to be okay now though. I'm pretty sure that I've got it figured out. I just have to go slow and take one day at a time. I can't let the stress get to me like I have been. Things are going to happen regardless of how I'm feeling. I just have to deal with them until I'm not broken anymore.

I have to be to class at 9:30 in the morning to take an exam. I haven't studied at all, but I think that I'm going to at least get a C. I can live with that at the moment. It would actually make me quite happy.

To distract myself from my seemingly endless negative thoughts, I went on a KAT-TUN rampage this evening and downloaded a bunch of their videos. I'm breaking the promise I made to myself about not ever getting into anymore boy bands, but I just can't help it. Their songs are just so damn catchy. It's like candy. Plus I really like the fact that Jin is only 3 months older than me. That's really rare for me. Normally the guys that I end up admiring are in their late 20's - early 40's. It's also cool that Kame is 2 years younger than me. He's quite the little pumpkin too. They'd probably think I was really weird if I met them and pinched all of their cheeks...Yeah. They probably would.

Since I actually need sleep to function tomorrow, I'm going to bed. Here's a couple of videos. You guessed it...

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