Basically, I'm Toast.
2008-04-22, 1:57 a.m.

I'm begging you. Don't let me spend anymore money until I redo my bedroom. I'm beyond serious. I've been such a flake recently. I'm so incredibly broke. I still owe $70 on my layaway (which is going to be paid WAY late) and I owe $70 to Tanja for concert tickets as far as I know (because she was going to get tix for EndeverafteR too...)...

I paid $65 for my storage locker today, and then stashed another $140 for my insurance that will be due at the beginning of the month...and then I went and blew $100 without blinking. Of course, I really shouldn't consider it blown since it was basically all clothing. 7 shirts, and 2 pairs of sandals. (Let's just ignore the 2 purses, shall we?) 4 of those shirts were for work. So I can justify it a little bit...right??!

I literally CANNOT AFFORD TO BUY ANYTHING ELSE. Not until May 5th. I have about $40 to my name until then. I'm not going to eat out. I'm not going to do anything. I'm just going to stay far, far away from the things that might tempt me.....*is nervous*

Why in the bloody hell am I so retarded sometimes? I just don't get it. Me + money = bad. I think I need help.

Oh shit...

I still owe $20 for the internet.

*cries*

[Apparently I really need to go cash in all of that change I rolled the other day...]

Well, I've been in the mood for some old school X JAPAN lately. Actually, I've pretty much been wearing the "DAHLIA" CD out. It's been like a security blanket or something... Here's a few songs from The Last Live. "Crucify My Love," & "Forever Love." Personally I don't think it's humanly possible to watch "Forever Love" without balling your eyes out...

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