I Haven't Forgotten...
2008-04-28, 1:06 a.m.

I haven't really felt much like writing the last few days. I don't know what it is. I guess I just got over-busy and stressed out again. That's never a good thing.

I have been working 40 hour weeks though. As much as I hate devoting so much time to that place, I really do need the money right now. I just have to keep telling myself that it will be worth it in the end. Everything is going to work out like it's supposed to. It really is.

I'm dreading tomorrow. It's going to suck big time. I have 3 essays to write before Wednesday--only because my teacher is letting us "cheat" on the exam. As in, he's giving us a sheet of paper with 3 questions on it before we leave class tomorrow. They're all essay questions. If we can somehow get the essays to fit on the one sheet of paper, we can use that information on our final exam on Wednesday. The catch is, he's going to be flipping a coin to determine which of the questions were going to have to write about on the actual day of the exam. So, prepare for 3--write only 1. Argh.

I got my Eyeshine CD in the mail the day before yesterday. I love it. I've been wearing it out. I love Johnny's voice. I love how upbeat and positive the songs are. They make me feel really good.

I fell asleep when I got home from work today. I didn't get up until 10pm. At first I didn't think I'd be able to go back to sleep--but I'm getting tired again. It won't be long now.

I hope it's warm tomorrow...

I have to go to the bank tomorrow and deposit a whopping $14 into my account so that I don't get charged for over drafting when they take out my health insurance payment on the 5th. So stupid.

I still have to pay $70 on my PSP layaway...

I still owe Tanja $40 for concert tickets (which she still hasn't gotten yet)... I was thinking about it though. I don't care if we go see EndeverafteR in May. I don't care if we miss Crue Fest in July. But I sure as fuck care if we miss The Exies in June. I'd probably die. Can't let that happen.

I'm excited about that $300 check I'm supposed to be getting from the government. I'll be able to get my new bedroom flooring, and paint with it. I can't wait to redo my room. I'm so anxious to get going on it.

I really can't wait till 11am on Wednesday. I'll be free from school stress for who knows how long...I just keep thinking about it...

I think I'm just babbling now.

I should be getting a pretty good commission bonus on my check next pay day. I sold about 5 of the really expensive replacement plans at work today. Plus a few of the cheaper ones. Rock. I rule.

I hate how everything is about money with me right now.

I really hate how it runs my life.

Someday it isn't going to even be an issue.

I'll never be like my parents...

I think I'll leave you with Ayabie's PV for "CubicLRock." (Another JROCK band that's coming to the states that I won't be able to go see....grrr....)

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