UNEXPLAINED_anxiety
2008-05-22, 10:17 p.m.

I can't figure out why I feel so anxious today. It's so weird. There's not a thing in the world that I should be worried about, but my body is telling me that I'm all worked up about something. I need my heart rate to slow down. So weird...

Remember how I said I need to stop getting my hopes up about things? Yeah, it happened again. Tanja FUCKING canceled on going to Crue Fest. The way that she went about telling me was wrong too. She waited till Josh and I got all the way up to the store to get her money. Now, why in the hell couldn't she have just called me in the morning and left me a voicemail or something? She just had to drag me through the mud.

Anywho, I got my tickets. I spent over $100 on concert tickets today. Plus Josh still owes me $20 since we went and got him a ticket for the Exies/Nonpoint show.

Now I only have $45 to last me 2 weeks. Not cool. I really need that $300 check to get here...

I owe my mom $130.
I owe $125 on my layaway...

God.

Now I have a migraine from hell. I was going to write for a little while tonight, but I guess I just don't have the energy anymore.

We went to see that new Indiana Jones movie today. Meh. It wasn't as good as I wanted it to be. I'm not going to really say anything else though. However, I will say that there was a LOT of bad acting going on. But that's just me though. To each their own.

I hope nothing stupid happens at work tomorrow. I don't want to deal with ANY sort of useless bull shit. I work an 8-5 shift, and they sure as hell had better NOT have me scrubbing counters again. I'm not the freakin' janitor. That is NOT in my job description.

Oh, I do have some more good news today. I GOT MY NECKLACE!!!!!!!! It's so pretty...and Aoi-ish. Happiness.

Okay. I'm leaving now.

Bah. I feel like I need to punch something!!! Why is my heart rate so high??!!!

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